2006-04-23-B'not Mitzvah |
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Classes meeting in 90-minute sessions each week commence each year after the
High Holiday. According to Tolley, the students often predict
that "'there is no way that we are going to read from the Torah by May'
and I say 'yes, you will; I know from experience that you will.'
"When they get frustrated along the way, they will say things like 'this is really hard,' and I will say, 'well, it is a foreign language' and they will say, 'well, I have been to my cousins' bar mitzvahs, or bat mitzvahs, and they make it look so easy.' And I say, 'it is a different thing when you start as a child and you go to Sunday school or Hebrew school for a number of years. Look at what you are doing, you are making a commitment to do a lot in a short period of time! You have to have patience with yourself and be proud of what you do, and also see that this is really a beginning.'" Nodding over to Lauren and Elana, who were participating with friends in an arts and crafts project to make interesting hats to be given to patients at the local Children's Hospital, Tolley continued: "I look at the girls here and it is just beautiful to see, thinking about where they are going to be when they get to college... The way these girls today talked about involvement in tikkun olam and community service— for them to know that at their age—oh, gee, the sky is the limit. It is very cool. They are great!" Unlike Lauren and Elana, the students whom Tolley coaches for bar and bat mitzvah either did not have the opportunity to study, or resisted their parents' entreaties that they do so. "But like everything else, when college students come to campus they are looking how to find themselves in lots of different ways," Tolley commented. In the cases of the young women who will become b'not mitzvah next week, Allison Singer participated last year in Operation Birthright—the program in which Jewish college students go on a free trip to Israel—and that experience prompted her to decide to deepen her understanding of Judaism by studying with Tolley. For Erica Luster, the sequence was just the opposite. Studying for bat mitzvah prompted an interest in seeing Israel for herself. Luster will be among a group of 10 SDSU students who will depart with Tolley for Israel on May 21. "Students are trying to figure out how Judaism fits into their life. 'Am I going to do it like my parents did or am I going to do it differently?' ... This is one of the things that I say over and over to the students: 'This class is to make you more Jewishly literate, but is is also to give you an idea what the possibilities are. You will have to decide for yourself because now you are adults. You can do it (practice Judaism) like your parents did it , you can do it differently. However you want to do it, it is up to you, but you have to have a basis of knowledge to be able to ask the questions and to know where to look for the answers." Over the years about 75-80 percent of Tolley's students have been young women, perhaps a reflection of the fact that some families put less emphasis on providing Jewish educations to their daughters than to their sons. Some female students have told Tolley that whereas their parents insisted that their brothers have a bar mitzvah, for them the ceremony was optional. The program has generated its share of sentimental moments for Tolley, who herself participated in an adult b'not mitzvah ceremony with a chavurah formed by the Women's Institute for Continuing Jewish Learning. When the Hillel students lead the adult b'nai or b'not mitzvah ceremonies, "there is always a moment when you will see a parent or a grandparent sitting there with the tears rolling down their face, saying they never thought they would see this day and how proud they are of the students," Tolley said. One of her bar mitzvah students and one of her bat mitzvah students later decided to have another ceremony together—their wedding! Tolley said. "I even got to sign the ketubah!" As the reception continued, and Lauren's and Elana's friends ran from table to table on a scavenger hunt, asking guests such questions as "Do you have any car keys?"; "Can I borrow your tie?"; "Does anyone have a $100 bill in their wallet?" and returning each item the next round of the game—Tolley's husband, Mark Berger, enthusiastically endorsed the Hillel adult b'nai mitzvah program that his wife leads: "I think it is very special because there are kids who sometimes come from a marginalized background Jewishly. They come to Hillel, they find a way to connect with the Jewish community, and they are looking for the next step— to be able to say that they are committed to the Jewish community in some fashion. The bar and bat mitzvah ceremony gives them that in a different way. "I remember that there are some who had a bar/ bat mizvah at 13, and they said it was utterly meaningless. Their parents had insisted that they do it, but they come back at 19, 20, or 21, and they say, 'I want to do this because this really says who I am now, and that is special today.'" Glossary: bar mitzvah—son of the commandment; b'nai mitzvah—children of the commandment; bat mitzvah—daughter of the commandment; b'not mitzvah—daughters of the commandment; ketubah- wedding contract. |